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桃子

已经有人向桃子告白了。他很烦恼这件事，跑来问我。我顿时不知道怎么帮他。我也知道那个人的目的。但。。。我能做什么？我不是他的谁，只是朋友。。。能插手吗？累～

有点小怕他会走掉。。。怎么办？

greatful date

today me,dy,xiao lian, and cherie we all went to the KLCC bookfare. during the time, i know a lot of things abt every1. from tat i know actually she is a nice girl, and the relation between xiao lian n dy also seens hav a lot of improvement. they wil play and having joke with each other. quite nice also. abt me n cherie... stil in progress but after the discussion with wythe, the conclusion is she is a nice girl, bad habit ....nope, everything stil alrite. wythe suggested me 2 take action on her. but i refuse 2 do that. eventhought wythe wil not speak smthg fake, but i think i stil need some time 2 know more abt her. expect 4 good future~kambatek o!

桃子

今天在梦里又梦见了他，他出现在我们KL家的游泳池边。不知何时开始，我们一家人原本在玩水，他就突然出现在我们之中。他一句话都没说，就一路跟我们回家。虽然那是梦，但我感觉超沉重的。因为她的出现，导致我早上的心情有点低落。我也不知道为什么会这样，就跟平常不同。昨晚，毛问我，为什么没有在她生日时跟他说生日快乐？我很冷静，但本身也不懂这个问题的答案。我真的不想再跟她扯上任何关系了。我真的很怕。一旦碰上他，我又要跌回原点。又想跟回她在一起。我真的很怕。他留给我的虽然不只是开心的回忆，但也掺杂了很多伤感。当我尝试想回想我们之前的快乐时光时，我真的想不太出。是否我真的很不珍惜那段感情？我的记忆虽然不好，但我能记的东西我依然会记得。虽然人不能拿来做比较，但每次听到荟讲安的东西时，我都会问自己，为什么我没那么做过？为什么我没那么多东西能想念？回头看，才知道自己做的东西真的太少太少了。对他的事情刻意不加理会，为了让自己远离那份罪恶感。我了解我自己。懦夫。。。。

最近身边多出了个新朋友，桃子。对我来说，一开始我对他是抱着想追求他的心态去接近他的。不过他真的还小，他只给我这样的感觉。太年轻了～我们彼此讨论过很多问题，对另一半的要求，最不能接受的事，对于感情的看法。。。我曾经一度冲动的想问他要不要当我的女朋友，但我没那么做。不想再伤害另一个人了，自己一个好一点。关系还是朋友。就当作小妹妹看待吧。他很爱玩，怕被管。这些不经让我想到她。。。阴影。。。一切就看本身的造化吧。是对自己已经很绝望了，因为之前的事。真的不敢了。。。真想对自己大喊：“大胆面对将来吧！！！！，我过去统统忘掉！！！拜托～！！！！”

belinda

recently i discovered a lot of my bad habit. dunno y, even myself also cannot tolerence all the bad habit. y? try 2 recall, even myself also cannot tahan, how i gonna let my frens tahan? sometime i try 2 work it out, but really cannot lo...i told this 2 wythe yesterday, he was agree with me 2... but y dont u tell me earlier? it wil b help 4 me...i know myself more n more during the time spent... little gas, dont like 2 share things with ppl, even good fren. omg~ but they r diff, they wanna share, they like 2 share. how can i b like them? jus try 2 work it out...

by the way, YUNNI is not my cup of tea.. and i realise that if u r get close 2 some1 with a motive, then wil feel terrible man! so i desided 2 stop the plan. i think now, wat i m gonna do is fulfill all the things i must do, i like 2 do, and i hope 2 do 1st. that will be the 1st i would considered. n BELINDA,i think b4... but will i b the one 4 her? i m not sure yet... jus wait n c gua...

YUNNI

is this real?

saturday i went 2 coll 4 swc activites day. i thought we r gonna prepare those games 4 oursider 2 enjoy. but the real truth is, we r the participants. is it very nice yo...2 enjoy the games that prepare by all the department. n also thank you YOU ENN the program master of the event. it is really cool. becos we hav 4 department involve in this event, so each department must design a games. p.m. they design smthg like game station, hav 4 part. we hav word guess, caterpiller move, blind walk, and brain juice. caterpillar walk is the toughest game i ever play b4! my hands is hurt! move without using ur leg and members must stick 2gather using their legs.=.= whose idea is this! i gonna kill him! but is very fun indeed. haha~ thanks again.. during the games, i met a girl name YUNNI, all i can say is nice, frenly,sporty, and whole set of nike. n she is a virgo 2...hav a little bit interst on her. but stil under investigation. wil update when the result is out.

终于做完PC FAIR了。。。认识了好多人，知道了好多事，也认识了更多自己。。。没想到自己原来是那么自私的，什么都不想跟别人分享，却又想分享别人的。真的很累。这次做的公司是LENOVO，薪水平平，人品烂烂，态度更差。不知道他们是怎么样做生意的，连我这个员工都受不了。唉～今天因为太累所以就逃了两堂课，起来看看FACEBOOK，就看到MAN MAN的PROFILE 有了新照片，就进去看看下。不看还好，看了还真是心酸=.=看到她跟她男朋友那么开心，我还不禁有点羡慕。他那么好，也难怪她男朋友那么疼她。带她到出去玩，到出去旅行。她男友对他还真是好到～又有钱。。。他终于找到了好归宿。真心祝福她。永远开心。在PC FAIR 里，也认识了 YING KEE 和YUKI，两个小妹妹。都不是很敢接近。。。。（慧琪阴影）。。。就只是认识。不想别的事情在发生咯。。。平静。。。。。。